hi. im Oliver. this is me.

not that you care but..YES, i still like you. NO, nobody knows. YES, your still a whore. NO, i don’t hate you. YES, i say i’m confused on who i like, only because i know i still like you. you never said it, i never told you. I LOVE YOU. you didn’t feel the same. it took 1 night to fall for you. 5 months, still not over you. i tell myself i don’t love you. truth is i do. i never told anyone, not even the people closest to me. but do you care? NO. you probably forgot about me, i didn’t mean anything in the first place. i wish i could tell you. you still take my breath away. make my heart race. just by smiling at me. my heart drops when i hear your voice, pass you in the hallway, see your friends, pass your locker, someone mentions your name. because of you, i’m scared to find someone else.. but why put all the blame on you. its not fair.. it was my fault anyways. i was scared of rejection by your friends. there was so many things i almost told you, but i never got the chance. and i never will. i keep trying to move on, it just doesn’t work. i’m left without any ideas. but i don’t care, i love you